Wow. That's something to think on isn't it? I know Psalm 139...I trust God's word is Truth, so why am I so messed up? Why is my thinking so skewed? Why am I dealing with all this crap?
I exhaust myself trying to find answers...answers that just aren't there, or if so are extremely elusive. Are the answers important, or is simply asking the question enough? Will knowledge change the outcome?
I know God is in this. His promise to me in the beginning is all I have.
"You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, whose thoughts are fixed on you." Isaiah 26:3.
Know it by heart...quote it in my sleep. I'm struggling today to see how peace fits in with depression. It seems a complete oxymoron to have peace in the midst of depression. The very definition of depression is lack of peace. If I had peace it would seem that I would not then be depressed. Makes sense to me.
Faith is believing in what we can't see, or for that matter understand. This is my ultimate test of faith...believing His promise for peace while fighting my battle with depression.